Back to workforce

As my previous post mentioned I have gotten a job offer. I have been working there for 2 weeks, not much people knows that only the close ones. How was the work so far? To be truth, I am straggling to get use to it. Many times I keep asking myself do I really want this job? Told my bff and she said this is a good job and I am lucky to be able to get this job. I do agreed that this job do have it's good points and bad points. And I keep thinking that this job shouldn't be giving such high salary. 

First week I was really overwhelmed by backdated work not done by the previous admin. Never did I realise that the people there actually didn't know what the previous admin was doing. So many stuff I need to depend on the other admin that is not based at my office. Many times I got so frustrated with the backdated stuff. When I just started working 3 days I need to learn and as well as check the work of previous admin. Which was not what I expected. Well who to blame right? I didn't ask them if this job is a new position or what was the reason for previous admin to leave. I didn't even ask if there will be someone handing over to me. Maybe because previously I felt how difficult can a admin job be right? 

The job scope wasn't that difficult as compare with my previous work at Taka of cause. Hubby said it was just a started part and I'm learning new stuff that's why I felt lost at times. So long I know everything and start doing it myself I'll feel better. So I told myself yes please just get through 2 weeks maybe things will get better once I know everything. But 2nd week didn't get better, at times I keep asking myself do I really want to stay here. Even last Friday I got so pissed of with the VP and raise my voice to her. I couldn't take it when she keep asking me lots of question of how the report was done last month when I just joined and I just learned how to do the report yesterday. I felt she was really pushy with things and maybe I'm not to what she expected too. I felt helpless as well when I thought there will be solution to all the question I have on the report but in the end I was shot by even more question from VP.  She even asked me to make a call to ask when I felt it was totally unprofessional to make the call when such answer should be able to resolve internally. Disagreement with VP makes me even felt like giving up. But then think again who doesn't have disagreement at work right? 

I really hope that things will turn better next 2 weeks. Hopefully I'll be able to get use to the environment and everything. At least I wouldn't feel so bad about myself for giving up so easily.