Change of Job scope once again

Well is that something new to me? Not really, but sometimes will just bother me "is it really good or bad for me?  Seriously nobody will know till the day we really start doing it. 

But this time the change really bothers me a lot as it happened after some unhappy incident.  I even have to really sit down and had a heart to heart talk with my Japanese division manager. Sometimes I wonder did I made the right choice to speak to him,  sometimes I want to believe that he understand what I am facing and I'm not trying to make story but sometimes I felt that the someone is stepping onto me till the point that I think I can't breath. All those unreasonable comments towards me and my idiot manager who doesn't seems to care have to put to a stop.


After the talk with my Japanese Division Manager I felt better but he also put me into a position to make a choice do I still want to continue doing this job scope or change back to events. Well I told him I rather go back to events, as all these unhappiness that I have been facing since I took over the current job scope has turn me to a very unhappy person. Even weekends I have to stay alert for phone calls, there's no really a weekend that I can just put my phone aside and have my own time. I will always get panic when my phone gets low battery when I'm outside or there's no network as I'm afraid that my redemption has problem and the part timers can't get hold of me. I'm just so tired of all the rubbish I am facing now and I need a change.

But after the official news is release I start to think, is it really better? Might not be so, because the person taking over my current duties doesn't really know how my stuff works. Well some might say it's normal right? But not really so, he has been working here for 5 years he should have know how the stuff in the dept works and not just doing his own job. Can't blame him as there's no signs of changing job scope at all, but then it means I have to teach him how things work too. It's not going to be that easy as it looks, people in the dept think he should be know some of the stuff but they really don't know how much he knows loh..... Some people will tell me don't teach everything to him, he have to learn his own way. Anyway if the bosses think that he is ready to take this challenge then he should be right? Sometimes I felt the bosses can see who is working hard who is not but sometimes I felt do they really know who is capable of doing what?

Anyway my mind & heart seems to have dead after all this dramas, I shall start learning how to let things goes and just do my work. Work is just work, I should put more times for my family & friends after all they are my life....Hopefully 2013 can be a better year for me, well health is still the most important thing in life.