Friday, November 9, 2012

Why must I 忍气吞声?

So what if you are a division manager of that company? What makes you think that you are the king of the world? We are all human being, he is just such a rude asshole! You think people will respect you? You don't even deserve a single respect from even a beggar!

This is not the 1st person this week that makes me feel that why must we 忍气吞声? If he or she is my boss or if he or she is our customer I got nothing to say, but they are not! I just simply can't stand the way they present themselves, even my division manager still ask me "why he want to behave like this?" My division manager strongly know that behaving this way will have bad reputation to himself and as well as the company. Seriously after the whole discussion I nearly wanted to cry out and ask my division manager why do we have to tolerate his childishness and unprofessional? But I didn't as I realize what we are doing now only shows that he is just being unprofessional. 

After facing all this situation this few days, it makes me having the same feeling back when I just came into this company. If I want to continue working here it's either I start wearing a mask in work or I totally become one of them. I have chosen to wear a mask to work then it has become so long that I didn't realize the mask is getting thicker and thicker...But recent year it start to become too heavy that I think my mask is going to drop off. And that really makes me think once again is it time for me to throw away the mask and go back to the real me? What was the real me? It seems like times has made me forgotten what was the real me..... 

Is it really just periods or I am really tired of all this shit? How can some people just get with it by doing nothing! There's really nothing fair in this world.....It's just so angry when you work like a shit the whole day and yet you saw your colleague is reading newspaper enjoying his time. What is fair? PERIODS!!!!!  

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