It has not been the first time I am complaining on my work, and as much as I don't wish to I have to complain again! Yes once again! If not I guess I will go crazy soon....
Work has not been very smooth as I have mentioned earlier, I have not been very happy with what I am doing for quite some time. With the changes of some management the work flow become even more worst than last time. What's more now during the busy period, everyone is giving me this "attitude" that I simply think that where has our team work gone to? Everyone suddenly just turn out to be unhelpful and turning the ugly face to me. I am starting to pissed off too but as much as I can control I try to. As much as I start to keep it inside me I starting to feel upset, the dept wasn't like this before. I don't need to beg designer to get the image that others need in the past, now? Not just beg, I still need to see her 脸色. I also don't want to ask her to do that but at the end of the day even if I reject the others they go and approach the bosses she still need to do it. So why don't just do and don't make your colleague difficult becos throwing your temper to me is just useless.
Seriously they were nice & fun people to be with around but when it comes to work I really think that they are giving the wrong attitude. I may be wrong but at times like this I was expecting more team work but I was so upset with them now. I am also pissed with my duties and pissed with what is being throw to me but knowing the management here I still do my job. I am also trying to change my temper and but there is also a limit that I can take. You are having the bad day so am I. This has also always the reason why I don't want to be so close to any of the colleagues becos when it comes to work the closer you are to that person the more you are not willing to help them do the things that you don't wish to becose you know you can reject them. 不熟不吃.....
Situation in the office has make me becoming a very unhappy person, I have also set my own target to really give out the letter that I should I given long ago. I might not do it in the end who knows as many people has already said that I will just stay here forever. But things has really change in this place that I think it's really enough, I don't know if I will be able to make it. I think I will feel lost once again soon, feeling lost in life and what is there to look forward to? I really don't know.....
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