This question has been in my mind for this few days due to some reason, I am emotional as usual maybe. But recent things have make me wonder the people that is around you are they really putting on a mask or are they truthful to you? Who are really those that love you and treasure you as their friend and really treasure the friendship?
There has been lots of unhappiness in my current working environment so when I'm off work I didn't want to face people that are not truthful. My current life, the biggest pillar support is my hubby now but at times I will need my girlfriends support. Their friendship is the one that I treasure becos you know they are true to you. But suddenly I felt lost due to some thing happened and I am kinda disappointment with the outcome. Somehow things isn't how I think it should be, for so many years of friendship I thought it is stronger than anyone I have know this recent years. But actually it might be not be this case.....the true friendship doesn't really depend on how long you have known that person or what you have been through with them or what you have done or care for them.
Am I becoming a person that doesn't trust anyone beside myself or I'm just being naive as there's no true friendship around me all this while actually? I'm just a upset woman I guess....
