My stomach is upset with me

Last Wed night was really a nightmare for me, after dinner hubby and me when back to my place. While we were resting on bed watching drama, I suddenly felt damn cold. Even after I wear my jacket I also felt cold. I took 2 panadol and after a while I felt hot instead. I know there's something wrong with me....That night at around 3am I started to felt damn cold again and this time round I confirmed that I am having fever and not only that it comes with a gastric. I couldn't sleep that night so I called hubby, but it was the middle of the night there wasn't anything we could do. What I could do was only keep checking my temperature if it went up. At a point of time it actually reached 38 degree and I got so scared. I didn't know what else I can do and I though it was the urine infection but I don't think so...

Consider lucky that the next 2 days I was on leave and off but it turn out to become an MC. The next morning I woke up and my temperature went back to normal so I decided to have some sleep rather to go and see the doctor. Till in the afternoon then my fever came back again....I went to the doctor and guess what? After some check he said that I have gotten some stomach virus and asked if I ate any seafood the day before. I didn't eat any seafood but I know I took "zui kuek" / ban mee & bubble tea and after that I got a little gastric problem. But the gastric wasn't that painful and bad so I didn't take any medication for it. Thursday, I simply got no appetite at all so I didn't really ate much food. The fever was gone in the evening but the gastric was still there.

And on Friday guess what it turn out to be diarrhoea!!! Whatever I ate simply came out, but I didn't vomit that's a little lucky. Even after I took some pills that was given from doctor for stopping diarrhoea, it just didn't stop. Even if I drink water it will come out....So that Friday was simply a toilet day for me.... but I still manage to do some cleaning of my room as per planned. haha

Finally Saturday everything was gone after stomach being upset with me for 3 days. I am so scare of eating oily, unclean food or milky food....So I'm gonna ban "zui kuek" / that ban mee store / that bubble milk tea store!

What's wrong with me?

There has been many doubts in my health lately, it has been 2 weeks my cough didn't go off. As usual, when ever I start coughing it will usually take a very long time to recover. I simply hate it.

Not just cough that worries me, lately I have been worrying the condition of the urine infection that I have been having it quite often. Many friends advised me to go for check ups and see what's going on. But many times I have checked with the doctors that I visit if I need further test. And I did have some urine send to test but results shows nothing, not those kidney stones that many people would have though. Thank god. But just didn't know why I keep getting this pain there that will turn into urine infection.

Last 2 days I experience the pain again, I decided to go to doctor with all my medical check up results and took the doctor what I have been facing. I did a urine test and show negative to be urine infection...so why this pain? Doctor is puzzled with what I'm experiencing, so he told me that the other problem might be caused by my heavy menses. Some times when your menses is too heavy, in some cases it might have flow backwards instead of downwards. So this might have been the caused of my pain or some other causes. At such he told me to go for a ultra scan again and see what is the result, if it is the menses issue I would have to go to a gynae and see what will be the best for me. And that might be going under a surgery to remove it...listening to the word "surgery" worries me so much....I'm praying hard....

Tomorrow I'm scheduled for the scan and after which then will know what to do next. But I remember the last scan there wasn't anything that should be causing this issue. I am hoping that the result this time will still be the same...but then if there's really nothing then what's really wrong with me??? There's so many question in my head now....

The time of the year already?

Yes it's the month of October already! For those who have know me long, and have been reading my blog would have know that this is the time of the year that I'll complain I hate my job! Usually during this timing I'll be damn stress up with the events and works that can't be completed. Staying in office late has been always the case....but then...as I have changed my job scope this year, I suddenly feels the difference.

For those who don't know, I have actually changed my job scope earlier this year. I no longer doing Events but I'm more focus in handling store promotions planing. If you ask me if it is better or not, well I still don't know if it is as I'm still coping it and i think it's getting onto my control now. Reason for the change of the job scope wasn't my idea, it was thrown to me without any notice as well as without any proper handover. So I had a little problem at the beginning, I simply hate the idea of taking over people's duties when they resigned. Had a few arguments with some peoples and had a few talks with my manager. Glad to had the understanding and encouragement from him that he had trust my working ability. Things started to be under my control currently, at least I got the hook on procedure for the whole year promotion planning now.

So I got kinda shock when I am so relax this few days when it was normally not the case for the past few years. I usually got so damn stress up that I'll cry in the middle of the night or got stress up that I couldn't sleep at all. I am really puzzled and I kept asking myself today, did I forgotten to do anything? Tomorrow will be the start of the war...I really couldn't believe it. The feeling that I have is so much different now, relax and all the things are already done up. So if you ask me if it was good for the change? I think it's not that bad after all....hope this will continues on to be like this...